Let me start this blog with a dilemma that I'm having.I just received my 13th month bonus and I had all my budget meant for things like Christmas gifts for my princess nieces, and for my family. Nothing for myself. Until something came along the way. A handsome offer from a handsome guy. I dunno if it is because he had cute chinky eyes or if he was really good at sales that he really had me for it-- to enroll at Fitness First. I was so enthralled with the program that they're offering and I was so gonna grab it that day. I was sweating good and I was having fun and I was really feeling that I'm getting thin. It was something I thought I could have for a Christmas gift to myself but of course, even if the offer was served in a very tempting platter, I still have to reconsider. I can not have it inserted on the budget that I have for Christmas. I never had anything bought for myself and enrolling would really mean something to improve the way I look--not that I'm complaining or that insecurity is building up, Nada! not those pesky emotions made for teenagers-- I just want to be pregnant. I know it would really help.
Sometimes I really wish to be selfish and have all my salary to myself but I think it sounds bad.
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| This was me before |
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| This is me now that I have to work with! |
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